You sound like you may be one of our younger readers. I say this because IMHO you lack confidence in yourself. Again, IMHO, you spend too much time worrying what “should I do” and not enough just doing what you want to do. You saw when you just left he called you – do what your mind tells you to do sometimes. Remember if your relationship has any chance of growing BOTH of you have to be happy in, and with, the relationship. If you get back together after this one week hiatus, try to maintain time for yourself, you can’t have your entire life revolve around him.